Saturday, January 26, 2013
Loosing My Nerve? You Decide
Are you ready for the raw truth readers? I feel that I am loosing my nerve to do anything. I don't feel brave and strong anymore. I really feel this way about work. I feel I am not doing enough, failing the kids, loosing my edge. I get scared to go to work. But in my defense I have 28 children in which about 8 of them are considered special needs. Don't get me wrong, I love my job and my kids. There isn't one that I wouldn't want to take home with me. But it is really exhausting work. (work pity party over)
In other areas of life I am feeling the same way. It is getting harder and harder to push all of these feelings down. It is hard work to do that. Rest assured that I am not giving into these feelings. I have sought help.
I have an appointment in Feb. to a doctor that will look at my medication.
Thanks for listening to me. I hope I was able to convey how I feel. Please advise and encourage. Thanks.