Happy Halloween To All

Here is hoping I make it through the day. The kids at school get so very excited about Halloween. It will be fun to see what they all dress up like.

Where's The Escape Button?

Do you wish that the "recording" of your life had an escape button? Oh maybe just a pause or hold?Sometimes I do. When little things happen all at once things just seem to pile up. My mind is still gone. I am not thinking too clearly lately. I am not comprehending things I hear etc. My cousin wrote me a letter and said she doesn't want to do birthdays and Christmas anymore. I said something to a co-worker about another co-worker and the first co-worker told the second co-worker. But that turned out okay because we talked.(me and the second co-worker)

I feel like I am slipping into a hole again. I do get seasonal depression and I try to stay it off but not always successfully. I would just like to go into my closet and scream for 2 minutes and come back out. I could do that when Tom is gone or is playing the trumpet. He would never know but what about the neighbors?

I just had a thought-surprise. I need to do something different. Change up my routine. Maybe that would help. What do you suggest? What do you do? Anybody have anything uplifting to share or a video from Youtube?

I'm Devoid Of All Thoughts

I think my brain has left my body. I don't know what to "blame" it on. I can't say my kids-they are all grown and gone. I can't say PMS because I am over that-I've changed. I can't blame it on my job or my boss-I love both. I can't even blame it on my husband- he is wonderful and he told me he loved me more than I can imagine. :) :) So who does that leave-me? It can't be that because I am so awesome and not to mention humble.

Sometimes, I think it is me. I sometimes put too high of expectations on myself or get my hopes up too high. I need to relax and enjoy the moment.(that's my word of the year and I am not doing too well sometimes. Maybe I should continue that word next year???)

I always talk myself out of blog posts for one reason or another. I think I should stop listening to myself. I just need to go with the flow as they say. Hey, maybe I need to go eat some popcorn and eat some candy corn. On second thought, could that be why my mind has left my body? Don't answer that? LOL

What do you do when you mind is devoid of all thoughts, etc, etc????

4 Generations-Friday Photo Flashback

This summer while visiting my cousins, I saw this picture in an album of theirs. I asked them to send me a copy. They sent me this for my birthday! Starting from the left: David(my brother), Nellie(my mom) Iona/Nannie(my grandmother) and Nellie/Great Nana(my great grandmother). I was a little upset because I wasn't in here. (I thought it would have been cool to have 4 generations of women) But, when I saw the date on the picture, I realized that I am in the picture. My mom was pregnant with me. I was born in Sept. of 1959.